I know what you feel right now, i may not seem to agree in the way to treat her case but i truly believe you when you say you have been orphaned in your own world...it is a sad thing when the very person you call your own, does not seem to treat you as her own, much more is the pain if she is the very person who breathes life to you.
This perception is a given fact and this is how you look at her now. But let me tell you this. She may be the worst ever you can think of in this world, the fact remains that she is yours, the bone of your bone, the flesh of your flesh. And whether you like it or not, she is there for as long as she is there. There is a maxim that says " defeat is at work when, at the beginning, we believe that we can no longer fight the enemy...when we no longer want to pick-up the pieces and start anew..."
I have always known you as a fighter, someone who do not say enough is enough. I would like to believe you have not given up on things that truly matter---family, life, career, love, relationships---, for you, as you are, possess the key of making a good fight, of turning a heart of stone into a heart burning with so much affection and love. There is still so much to give, so much to hope for, so much to share and so much to love. There is life, there is love. Let us not lose sight of the One who never gave up on us. In times like this, let us take strength from Him who never said enough is enough...
